Thursday, November 15, 2007

Confused

I'm really confused right now.

You were supposed to spend time with me.
You were supposed to help me with my accounting.
You were. But you aren't.

You asked me why I didn't say anything.
I didn't know what to say.
Should I have told you what I felt, and make you unhappy?
I chose to keep quiet, so that at least one of us is happy.

At the very start, you said I placed friends above you.
Now, you are doing the exact same thing.

Imagine if I was supposed to meet you, then I called you and told you I am going out with my friends instead. But not to worry, you can meet me for a few minutes instead. How would you feel?

Maybe I am being too sensitive. Maybe I'm not being understanding. After all, you just had a demoralising paper. Alright then, best of luck to you. Hope you win. I shall go back to my studies.

It's all so confusing...