It's been a while old friend. Many things have changed on the personal front, my values, the way I view love and relationships. If only there was a way to lock up my feelings and throw the key away... Maybe then there will be no hurt, no disappointment...
What's worse? Not finding someone, or finding the right girl only to know that nothing can ever happen? To make things worse, it just feels so right when we are together but due to certain circumstances I know we can never be. If feelings had a switch, I want to turn it off right now so it doesn't hurt so bad.
Funny thing is that it should not be hurting so bad. But the reality is that it is. Someone explain this to me...
