Just felt this song is appropriate right now. It's like I'm surrounded by people, yet I feel alone most of the time. Can just feel the boredom eating me up, consuming me bit by bit, till I am one with the rest of the world.
Just because I am normally smiling and cheerful, that doesn't mean that I am always happy. Sometimes it is easier to just smile to the whole world, than to answer the questions when you show that you are sad.
On the same note, I miss Kester and Alroy. The fun times we had at Wala, the cooking sessions, the pure randomness and absurdity of the things we do together. That's what I crave the most.